yeah me too, asshole.

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

You irk me so much you dont even know. I almost feel as if i have some sort of resentment towards you, but i couldnt be more aware that i am the stronger person. youre afraid of me, and i know that cause you told me you were. honestly you just dont know your place in the world cause youre trying to make friends with my friends who openly say they dont like you. UGH you annoy me so much, but i feel sorry for you. Anyone as insecure as you is worth feeling sorry for, but that doesnt mean that you have to compare yourself to me, and talk shit to my face about the people i love. I just dont ever want to have to see your dirty ass face again, telling me that IM holding a grude? IM COMPLETELY SURE. youre the one who started shit with me, so now youve got it, go and cower in a corner cause im about to wreck you the next time, if theres ever another time, you disrespect me to my face.

an omegle person, who i just followed is telling me i should write a blog.

heres an attempt.

whats on my mind: I NEED TO START KNOWING STUFF ABOUT STUFF.
honestly i feel like i have no knowledge of any sort of current events.

maybe its cause theres only a select few things on this earth that i actually give a shit about, thus pay attention to it. honestly, id love to be an artsy music snob, but im just “….huh? what are you talking about?” ALWAYS.ALWAYS.ALWAYS.

that is my new goal. to actually pay attention to my surroundings! maybe life wouldnt be as sucky if i actually paid attention to everything in it.

im gonna be a music snob, an art snob, a classic movie snob, and i think i got the regular all around snobbyness covered.

MY DAD.
my family is so weird. and i am quite literally the combination of both my parents. i can get bitch and icy like my mom sometimes, and i do have my lame side thanks to her, but im begining to realize that my dad is quite possibly one of the coolest people out there and im glad his personality is rubbing off on me more as i get older. he took me to see the greatful dead, and listens to other trippy ass bands like hot tuna, and they all make good music! he knows how to keep his cool in a sitchuation, and i tend to lose my cool more often then not. anyway, i really hope i end up more like my dad. i want to have that geeky music hippie side to me, instead of miserable and neurotic like my mom.

what everyone who i used to talk to and fell apart with is doing with their life. hmmm

me or you.

i really hope you see this! not that i know who you are or anything, but i just realized that you tend to “like” alot of my text posts! i really appreciate that! im glad someone out there is listening to my pointless teenage drabble :) so heres to you, i am very appreciative of this so much so that i will dedicate this blogette to you!

just so you know, you make my day sometimes literally with the click of a button, i hope this blog makes yours!