oh yeah, this is why my dad is cool. i found a bajillon of magizines today! all about woodstock and jerry garcia! i also looked through my moms box, of old memories and stuff important to her. i didnt realize that she had to see someone after my older brother died… thus the neurotic, uptight on-edge bitchiness about her, i know my moms been through shit and all, but it’d be nice to be actually reminded of that once in a while, so maybe i understand why she flips out on me out of nowhere. maybe i should just remember that shes been through alot and remind myself when im being punished for nothing, but its really not fair to me! am i right? i doubt it. anyway, my dad is so fucking cool, sometimes.